Vanillaroma - Birchwood lyrics

Sit on the porch hear the birds speak
Greet me i’m the gatekeeper
Just a wave to the neighbors
Extra on the street i’m the deadbeat
Watch me like a bad movie
You already know the ending
I put your letters to the side
Just out of sight i keep a screen on
Only friend of mine behind closed doors
I implode another episode

I’m playing possum till I die
I could waste two lives
My fingers slipping through my mind
Oh no what a way to go oh well
And time won't ever tell

Wеll so it goes so it goes
We triеd but we’re still alone
They lied in your horoscope it’s all a joke
So no
The stars don’t know what the future holds
Well so it goes
I’ll find a new weight to put on my shoulders

It doesn’t matter how hard the walls try
When every nights another party
Right outside my door i’m alone!
And I’m a microphone
I’ll live forever petrified
Under big blue sky
I don’t have much to hide behind
My lies are true bout half the time
So who knows? Maybe it’s all for show
(Baby I’ll turn to stone)

I finally got all my space
Can’t keep a smile on my face
I brace for lies like they’re punches
Can’t help but go over budget
Me and my white knuckle grudges
Won’t budge or buckle from weight

I fell in love and I’m
Stuck in this headspace
I’m giving up couldn’t stand
Another first date
Stay in your lane we don’t need another hero
A rattlesnake I shoulda known from the get go
This is not petco i am not jesus christ
I don’t have the holes and I’m not as nice
I can’t make you whole i’m empty inside
I’m no miracle worker i’m a 9-5
I’m no miracle worker i am bad advice
So idolize me

Well so it goes yeah so it goes
We tried but we’re still alone
They lied in your horoscope it’s all a joke
So no
The stars don’t know what the future holds
Well so it goes
I’ll find a new weight to put on my shoulders