Vanillaroma - Whoops lyrics

Break my hand hit a wall
Waterfalls drop less than your eyelids
I’m an island and a rock and a hard place
Quit your mining for a diamond i’m the rough

Every crutch will break if you try it
Every plate can only take so much weight
Even land, it tends to slide and
I’m not lying check my wallet
You’re the only reason I’m smiling
Coulda called it if I wanted
To rip the silver out from my linings
Wish I spotted all my problems
Before I knew that they’d be defining
I shoulda told you how hard I tried
To be what you wanted all of the time
But hey oh no

I was sitting calm
In the palm of the left hand of god
(the fraud) i hope I fall off
I’m not what you thought I was at all
You’re wrong
I made the call and ripped my heart out

Was it really that bad?
Did you mean the things you
Said to me or them? Was it all in my head?
My memory is mist and gaslit dim

I’m the cat pulling threads
That hold piano chandeliers placed overhead
That keep his world from caving in
But it keeps him in the mean world he’s in
Might not believe it but
I hope dreamboy exists