Vanillaroma - Dirty Duds lyrics

I'm biting keratin my fingers hold
The keys to the vault

I found a therapist he laughed and told me
"It's all your fault"

The good samaritan
I pay him just to stare at a clock
And tell me to stop
And reinforce my arrogance
Been getting very very very very good
At doing nothing on the weekends
I can pretend i am all that I need

Still, I can barely hold my head up
I just play dumb like a doorknob
I know I don't trust my own thoughts
I know they don't trust me

And now I miss you more than ever
But maybe I'm just misremembering
You used to think it'd last forever
I used to say "I'm
Fine" while quietly dying

Won't fall again i know the tricks
I pulled myself off the crucifix

It's just as well
If you were through with it
I'm still in love
It don't make no sense to me


I thought I i thought I was
Your dream boy your dream boy

I thought I i thought I was
Your dream boy your dream boy

I thought I i thought I was
Your dream boy your dream boy

I thought I i thought I was
Your dream boy your dream boy