Verbow - Down the Gun lyrics

This wasn't what I had planned
It says here, "quick in, quick out"
Man, just grab the money and
Then shoot no one
Find the highway, put down the gun
Seize your youth, live this once
Conquer fear soon, it will be done

Helicopters and TV crews
I don’t want a playbook
Don't wanna have to choose
Between severely in one, and severely in five
Don't wanna hope, oh

I’m not the kind you'd usually
Find on this side
Dad, come on down, pick me up
Take me back, I don't wanna grow up

I'm too desperate, need a
I don't wanna give in
That what they wanna see?
It ain't a part of me, or what I wanted to be
Don't wanna hope, hope

I'm, I’m, I’m, I'm i’m, I'm, I'm

Oh, helicopters and TV crews
I don't want a playbook
Don’t wanna have to choose
Between severely in one, and severely in five
Don't wanna hope, oh

I'm too desperate, need a
I don't wanna give in
That what they wanna see?
It ain't a part of me, or what I wanted to be
Don't wanna hope, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh