Vic Chesnutt - It Is What It Is lyrics

I am a monster like Quasimodo
Or Caliban the natural man
Giving wild ripostes to my reflection
One ugly morning in a rage
Father threw an apple into my carapace
And like the invisible man directing traffic
I'd be ineffective
No matter how enthusiastic
Amid the masses' frenzy participation
In this massive separation
Appearance is everything
Nothing is how it seems
In civilized society it's called civilityI'm
The phantom of the opera
Singing beauty and at ease or Henry Darger's
Autobiography
And that is curt clues to my essence
Planned obsolescence
Appearance is everything
Nothing is how it seems in a market economy
It's called marketing
And not exactly clawing my way to glory
Nor whimpering in the wind
But once positively
I'm teetering on the brink
Of an all-out breakthrough
But sometimes clear headed
Sometimes a doofus sometimes very cordial
And sometimes aloof
I am syrupy optimistic one moment
Then gravely pessimistic the next
Irritable as a hornet sometimes
Then agreeable as it gets i'm not a pagan
I don't worship anything
Not gods that don't exist
Nor the sun which is oblivious
I love my ancestors but not ritually
I don't blame them or praise them
For anything that they passed along to me
I don't need stone altars to
Help me hedge my bet
Against the looming blackness
It is what it is