Vince Staples, Larry Fisherman - Thought About You lyrics

I just wanna get my bread
And talk my shit 'fore I end up dead
I got all this blood sitting on my hands
I never gave no fuck, so they understand
Why I feel this way
Just found God and I still don't pray
'Cause Satan prey on the weak
Swear I can do it myself
Soul stuck in the beats
It's like I'm crying for help
Still, my expression is bleak
Because my momma ain't
Raised no bitch, never take no shit
From no nigga 'less he wanna
See the black four-fifth
From the ghetto where the oceans is
But all hope is lost
We know the laws and quick to
Break 'em once the dough involved
Young age, they wrote us off, guns blaze
They go to court i got a lot of homies gone
Product of they broken home
But who to say what's right and
Wrong? They ain't live it
Looking straight into their eyes still
And they ain't get it

But, if I had a hundred dollars for
Every dream that I ever had
I'd barely have enough to right the
Wrongs I did in the past
They say forgive and forget
Look at it and laugh
We gave all that we had and got nothing

As far as music, kid, I'm innovative
Niggas pretend to hate it
Influence you niggas' favorite
You stupid believing different, authentic
You lack the stitching
Sitting when it's game time
Snitching when you face time
What's wrong with you niggas?
See, I was brought up where that talking
Get you shot up at apartments
Where the bitch that set you up had
Told you meet her just that morning
Just a warning, my performance astounding
Everybody want something
Get these niggas from round me
Tryna climb skyscrapers
Life is but a dream but
It's never what it seems
So I never leave my weapon at the house
Rather spend time sitting behind bars
Than in the grave
I'm getting paid tryna change
From my sinning ways

But, if I had a hundred dollars for
Every dream that I ever had
I'd barely have enough to right the
Wrongs I did in the past
They say forgive and forget
Look at it and laugh
We gave all that we had and got nothing

Working on my 1, 000 time telling you sorry
Walking around, pretending it ain't affect me
But nothing was further from the truth
Least I'm tryna recoup
Just blame it on the youth
No matter what you feel or seen
I was in it too
Probably more than you would ever believe
You gave me something I
Would never receive again
We prob'ly won't be again, but
Would you expect it, though?
I'm just the nigga that I promised you I was
When you swore that I was better
Was in it through the weather storm
Just was better moving on
There was a time I thought that I
Would never think about you again
You was the best friend a nigga could have
I used to call you when I thought
That I would die that day
And you would calm me down
And I would make my way
You prob'ly should have stayed it
Just wasn't your place
I thought about you today