Voli Contra, D1 - Darkside lyrics

I love you too much, I show it too less
What did you say? Bitch, I know what you said
You make a man hittin’ rock bottom feel lower
So what I had a couple
Shots of vodka? I’m sober
Don’t need a second mother
If I wanna have another I’m a grown man
You wanna go? Then go then
How did you become my enemy? Phone is off
Then it’s the removal of my wedding ring
Then it’s driving under the influence
Of the devil’s drink heading to the club
Where I forget about everything
The girl across the bar
She don’t know about my pain
She don’t know I lost my job
But she make me feel young again
Just for one night, I feel like another man
How did I get here? Bartender
Says I’m at my limit
I try to get another drink
Said after that I’m finished
The Guiness and white Russians I
Never should’ve mixed like apartheid

Now I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
And I thought I heard your heart cry, yeah
Cuz I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
But please, don’t let the spark die, no
Maybe one day I can find my way back to you

Uhhh, wake up in my own vomit
On the floor of our apartment
Shit I almost choked on it
Ya runnin over to me with
A glass of cold water
Tryin’ to clean me up before I
See our six year old daughter
I tell you that I love you
You tell me that I’m drunk
Don’t you hear I said I love
You? You tell me that’s enough
I barely keep my eyes open, doesn’t matter
Can’t see beyond my false pride

Now I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
And I thought I heard your heart cry, yeah
Cuz I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
But please, don’t let the spark die, no
Maybe one day I can find my way back to you

Yeah, I know my father was an alcoholic
I gotta hear about it everytime
I have a tonic it’s got a little gin
You worried bout a lil drop?
Promise when I get a job
This liquor’s goin in a box
Hey what you doin? Where you think
You goin with our daughter?
Just because I missed parent
Day at kindergarten?
Now she’s cryin, Molly, shhh
I know you’re hurtin now
Mommy and Daddy got some issues
We gonn work it out
Do you remember my face? The
Sound of my voice?
Am I just a fool to think that I had a choice
I saw my whole life leave in a range rover
Then took a shot of
Beefeater for the hangover
Found my way back to you, baby, all night

Now I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
And I thought I heard your heart cry, yeah
Cuz I’ve fallen to the darkside, yeah
But please, don’t let the spark die, no
Maybe one day I can find my way back to you