Wavvyboi - I spoke to the devil lyrics

And I don't know what the fuck to do
I sit and smile around the fucking crew
This life of mine,  if you have
I hate myself,  I'm cold it's true
The sky is gray, it's always blue
This is the shit I'm used to
Feel no pain, the sadness stays
I hope these days are soon to fade away
I'm so sorry for my mistakes

I just wanna do it better hold you back
Now I'm black and my heart is dead
I could watch you forever
Just want a call back just want a text back
This music is the only thing
That keeps me in peace when
I'm falling to pieces
Now I'm lost in the ocean again
Now my body's vibrating again
Xannys make me speed
I'ma can't live without you

I'm so sorry for my mistakes
But, I am waiting on you make me stronger
I'll be okay and you'll be mine
This place feels empty now, oh
Isn't life beautiful?
No, it not, walking all alone
Now I see faces in the rain
I would die for you, girl, would cry for you
Girl
Still tryin' to find my place in this world
Cannot find it with you

Cannot find it with you
But, I don't ever wanna let you go
'Cause when I see the pain, it's nothing
I could watch you forever
Danger boy is there
I can't live without her
This place feels empty now
Isn't life beautiful now? Isn't
Life beautiful now?
No no, no no, no no, it is not
Without you, without you, without you

Walking all alone now
I see faces in the rain
I would die for you, girl, I
Will cry for you, girl, yeah