Waxahatchee - Bathtub lyrics

Take my word for it i'm not worth it
I ignored you all night you don't deserve it
Morning, bathtub my skin soft and hot
I was sure you were right but you're not
You're not and I contemplate my ruined fate
Someone will hurt me so bad one day
You'll resonate apologize
Maybe I'll make the same mistake twice

And I hide from phone calls
Under the warm water and Malice desists
No, it woefully recurs
And it plays like daytime TV shows
I confuse you and I tell you not to love me
But I still kiss you when I want to
And I lament you're innocent
Somehow the object of my discontent
It's fucked up i let you in
Even though I've seen what can happen

You make a tape i receive it in the mail
And I force myself busy
The diversion will prevail
And I will swallow all my guilt
With little pills and forge my chin up
And I will only think about it in the morning
In the bathtub