Waxahatchee - Swan Dive lyrics

I cling to indifference
You to your worst memory
Dark winter morning you honk your
Car horn at me and I will grow out of all
The empty bottles in my closet
And you'll quit having dreams about a
Swan dive to the hard asphalt ooh, ooh

Won't you sleep with me every
Night for a week
Won't you just let me pretend this
Is the love I need
And I will grow out of all
The empty words I often speak
And you will be depleted
But much better off without me ooh, ooh

You hold on to the past
You make yourself miserable
And I'm ruled by seasons
And sadness that's inexplicable
And we will find a way to
Be lonely any chance we get
And I'll keep having dreams about
Loveless marriage and regret ooh, ooh