Will Wood - Against the Kitchen Floor lyrics
[Will Wood - Against the Kitchen Floor lyrics]
And I don't owe you my body
But you should know that I'm sorry
For being careless with you
Lord knows I owed you more than I'm
Pretty sure I ever could give anybody
But I can't pin down what normal
People want from foreign objects
Bottom shelf erotic products like me
So, I could hold your hand but
Keep you at arm's length
Or hang me from a branch too
High to climb and shake
Less rare than scarce
Less diamond than rough
Unlikely to be more than just the
Coal you fail to crush
And I swear I'm really trying
Get it together, Will, know and do better
It just don't come natural to me to
Think that you'd want me for mе
I swear, I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my bеst
I just haven't learned how to be
Human as you are yet
I still don't know who you are
I only know that I'm still lonely
That morbid sort where even
Company can't cure me
And the more you reassure, the less I trust
But still you gave me your heart
I only gave you my body
Honestly thought nobody'd want it
Let alone notice it's gone
And so I left it home, but now, now, now, now
I keep a locket with a picture
Of the back of my head
Oh, monkey-wrench my side view mirrors
Ghost my friends
I've lived more lives than enough
I haven't died quite as much
But I'm not a real person
Just the shit you can't make up
And I swear I'm really trying
I'm just as exposed if I take off my clothes
When we make the closest thing to
Love that I'm capable of
And I don't know why you would care
But I'm really trying
Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best
I just haven't learned how to be
Human as you are yet
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Did I really have any of
That gravity? Maybe you're quicksand
Because I really couldn't tell how
Deep my footprints went
The vertex of my redemption arc
The searching of that virgin heart
I'm catatonic in your arms, crying
"How did I cause so much harm?"
I'm down pounding my head
Against the kitchen floor
Apologizing for my life and
Ever entering yours
Don't say "I'm sorry
But this can't go on" I know
You've got scars of your own
But hide my knives before you go
I'll either live or die alone
I swear I will die trying
I'm still in the process
But I'm making progress
I promise I honestly wanna
Prove improvement's possible
I swear I'm so fucking sorry
I'm not a good person
I'm barely a person at all
But someday I'll be perfect
And I'll make up for it all
("And write a fucking song about
It! 'Cause it has to
Be all about Will's fucking
Drama! God damn it!")
(Sorry. Fuck, I'm sorry.)