Witt Lowry, Covey - Fxcked Up lyrics

(For the first time, for the first time)
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My heart is breakin'
Maybe I lack the patience
But how have all your vices
Now become my obligation?
With every sip you take
You change, and damn, i fuckin' hate it
Might take every bottle in this
Motherfuckin' house and break it
I can't take it, as you've become a slave
To somethin' faceless
You always say you'll change, yeah
You always say the same shit
How could someone so wise
Bеcome so equally complacent?
You'rе about to lose it all, do you
Not care enough to save it, motherfucker?
I'm sorry, damn, it's been a long day
But think about it
Have you ever asked if I was okay you see
Your problems create problems and
You drink 'em away
It's not until you sober up enough
That that's when you say, hey

I fucked up again slept in all of my clothes
For the first time in a while
I fucked up again
Broke down and lost all control
For the first time in a while (yeah)

You wasted years gettin' wasted
Don't need your sorry, just save it
You think I can't tell you're faded?
Don't mean to be so abrasive
I know you have a disease and that
You're just scared to face it
Don't mean to make this 'bout me
But can't you see why I'm jaded?
I miss the you you are when you're sober
You've added years to your face
And not just because you're gettin' older
But 'cause you drank and you drank
It feels like the world's on your shoulders
You carry all of it's weight
And the doctor's said you're bipolar
You think there's been a mistake
And I know, I'm not your brain
It's not my place to tell you what is real
All that I can do is try to
Tell you how I fuckin' feel
Stuck by you through it all, no
Never questioned if I loved you still
The greatest gift that you could ever
Give me is to fuckin' heal
I never would've thought you'd let
The liquor ruin your life
You drink when everything is wrong
You drink when everything is right
Not here to downplay all your pain or
All the demons that you fight
But over family and friends
How could you pick a vodka sprite
Another night, another lie, you
Try to hide it, i can tell
You're drunk again, 'cause on your breath
The alcohol is all I smell
We only have this life to live
Why would you choose to live in Hell?
If you won't get sober for me
At least just do it for yourself
Damn, I feel you fading away
I never let you hit rock bottom
Maybe that's what it takes
For you to finally put the bottle
Down before it's too late
It's not until you sober up enough
That that's when you say, hey

I fucked up again slept in all of my clothes
For the first time in a while
(For the first time, for the first time)
I fucked up again
Broke down and lost all control
For the first time in a while