Witt Lowry - Ghost lyrics

They wanna tear you down but then
Want you to be happy
Just gettin' caught up makes you feel dizzy
I'll be alright bye
Fuck it

Another day another night
Another fucking battle in my mind
A lotta love, a lotta hate
A lot who want to see me unwind
I feel alone, all alone
"Now get your shit together"
Is what I'm told
Been feelin' low (Feelin' low) , super low
And they won't even care 'til I'm ghost

Used to dream of the top
Had nightmares at the bottom
'Til I realized at the bottom
Is the top when forgotten
Pray I don't fall, like autumn
When you feel more like a
Product than a person, there's a problem
Been feelin' so low
I don't want no one to know
I just need somethin' to cope
Leave me alone, told 'em all
"Leave me alone"
Then wonder, "Where do they go?"
Been here before, push away people I love
Just so they never get close
End of my rope, I don't think anyone care
Maybe they will when I go
Maybe they'll talk about me on the internet
They never care, only care when they benefit
Still I'm afraid of becoming irrelevant
Pay attention to the ones who
Don't clap when you win
If they lie to you once
Then they'll do it again
Knew the hurt would come back
I just didn't know when
And the night of the crash
I thought it was the end
All it takes is a moment to alter a life
And I thought about that for
The rest of the night
Am I makin' a difference with
Things that I write
Just a human, you don't know
The demons I fight, so

Another day another night
Another fucking battle in my mind
A lotta love a lotta hate
A lot who want to see me unwind
I feel alone, all alone
"Now get your shit together"
Is what I'm told
Been feelin' low, super low
And they won't even care 'til I'm ghost

You say I'm the worst
They say I'm the best
But call me tonight when you get off of work
Got things on my chest
I've been feeling bad for
The feelings I have i know that I'm blessed
Been learning that money just isn't the cure
For feeling depressed, I know I digress
I've been a mess, honestly
I've been a mess
Hate what I think in my head
Act like a friend
Then when I need you the most
That's when you leave me on read
Have to pretend, always just have to pretend
Like I don't care what it said
Stuck in my head, plenty of things I could do
I just go lay in my bed, damn
Don't really know why I'm feelin' so low
Where do you go when there's nowhere to go
They talk and they talk and
I know they don't know
What it's like when your heart
Becomes empty and cold
How do I know what's real when
My mind questions all I know
How do I save myself from
Myself when I'm feelin' low
How do I flip the page if
I'm stuck reading what I've wrote
Why do I always drown in my thoughts
Need to learn to float

Another day, another night
Another fucking battle in my mind
A lotta love, a lotta hate
A lot who want to see me unwind
I feel alone all alone
"Now get your shit together"
Is what I'm told
Been feelin' low super low
And they won't even care 'til I'm ghost