MAX, Witt Lowry - Losing You lyrics

Yeah

Another night, I can barely sleep
I pray to God my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray to God my soul to take
I pray to God, I'll be over-great
Not another wack rapper that they overrate
Y'all spoiled like the South
In the Florida state
I'm always overworked and never overpaid
But I prayed for it, yeah
And when they told me that I couldn't, man
I had to find a way for it, yeah
Serve a table everyday, had to find
A way to pay for it, damn
And when I started goin' numb is when
I realized I was made for it, yeah
So it's, "Fuck all my feelings"
I feel like the villain
Feel like I overstepped boundaries
Feel like you're better without me
Feel like I'm drownin'
Feel like I never had found me
I don't want no one around me
I don't think nobody knows how it feels
When there's so many people
Yet no one to listen
I try to do good with the talent I'm given
I try to see clear
Yet attention's been blockin' my vision
Surrounded by fake and honestly
Lately debate how much more I can take
A couple more shots to the face
I often don't drink
So I'm searchin' for somethin' to chase
She's puttin' my hands on her waist
Her tongue's in my mouth and I
Wonder what pain she can taste
I'm takin' caffeine when I wake
And tired of takin' the pill with PM
Just to sleep when it's late, i don't

I don't know what to believe in
Did it all for the wrong reasons
And now I'm pickin' up the pieces
Of that person I once knew
I've been losin' you, you you, you
You, you i've been losin' you

I guess I've lost me for a while, well
Welcome back
Lately I forgot how a smile felt, now
Picture that thought that I could buy happy
Maybe buy a new car in all black
Put the whole entire team on the map
Everything I have now
Had to work for all that
But, to see my dad again
I would give it all back
They just want me to rap
I feel like a slave to this shit
I know that I prayed for this shit
But if I have one more fake
Convo with one more fake person
I might just go ape in this shit
Rememberin' back, we had no place to live
And you spent my rent money on
Clothes that you're wearin'
Confusin' your Instagram followers for
People who care and you'll never find happy
When stuck in comparin' i know
I miss the feelin' of feelin' feelings
Now every song I write I
Been drippin' and oozin' real, and
I try to tell my story, yeah
Feelin' is less appealin'
'Em rappers that like to mumble
And already hit the ceilin', so fuck
Didn't fuck with me way back
Then, now it's "Hey, what's up?"
Yeah, is it weird that I still feel stuck?
Think it's funny when I spill
My guts 'cause I feel?
Feelin' like I need to stop playin'
He's real i spent last week in bed
And the weekend was drunk
'Cause I honestly just couldn't deal
It's been seven days now without you
That makes one weak
You turn into someone else
After just one drink
Wonder if I'm on your mind when you think
And, honestly, I tried to help you
Find you and instead lost me, now I don't

I don't know what to believe in
Did it all for the wrong reasons
And now I'm pickin' up the pieces
Of that person I once knew
I've been losin' you, you you, you
You, you i've been losin' you