Xana - I Did This All For You! lyrics

I don't need psychological help
'cause I got you
And nobody else could hold a flame
To the way you pull yourself in my brain
Overstay a perpetual vacation
And I love what you've done with the place
You've really made it your own
Carved your name in my bones
But who am I, your fucking maid?
You make a mess and mistakes
I just savour the taste

But I forgave this worthless world
Because it gave me you

I did this all for you
And how dare you? How dare you?
I did this all for you
So how could you? How could you?
I did this all so you
Could have your happy after
A never ending chapter
Call you up in the middle of
The night just to enchant ya
Stick and poke at sunrise
Now I'm part of you for the
Rest of your damn life

And I swear I'll quit it
I'll kick it to the curb
First I'll down every bottle
'til my poetry's blurred
And maybe if I rearrange the
Letters and the words
She'll finally make me hers
But I doubt it, and it's fine
No I really understand
To give yourself to me is to
Give up the upper hand
How could you ditch the party
After everything you planned
I've never loved somebody who could
Reach all my demands

I did this all for you
And how dare you? How dare you?
I did this all for you
So how could you? How could you?
I did this all so you
Could have your happy after
A never ending chapter
Call you up in the middle of
The night just to enchant ya
Stick and poke at sunrise
Now you're part of me for the
Rest of my damn life
Said you wanted closure
It's never really over
Didn't wanna scare ya when I
Lost all my composure
Wishing you would save me
Am I just going crazy?
Every shooting stars rolling their
Eyes at me lately

When you said "No"
I said, "Oh, that's okay
I'll make you change your mind."
And you said "Stop"
I said "Don't be that way
I've loved you all this time."
When you said "Go"
I said "I never could
To you I've been so good."
When you said "Fine"
I said
"See? I was right. I knew
You'd change your mind."