Xhulooo, Xenoswrld - Ruined lyrics

Would it kill you to fall in love?
I been so down and
Around and I just wanna feel
Real love for once girl
Tell me all about it
It's crowded in my mind and
Would you love me? If I never said a word?
Or ever heard that you said I look so lovely?
When I'm way beyond hurt
I'm truly kursed ah


Who am I? Who are you?
I need to tie my shoes
I'm stuck asking myself "What am I doing?"
Speaking to myself, but I'm not fluent
Yea it feels like it all got ruined
Don't tell me that I
Was just screwing around
Not after you moved it
I think ima lose it oh
You say this and that to
Move off of the subject
This ain't tit for tat why
You tryna make me upset?
You better double down on what you
Said cause that's a tough bet
When you come around sometimes all
I wanna say is fuck it all
Had to sell myself short
To give you your piece of mind
It's okay to lose your mind
Just don't leave me behind

Girl you know it ain't the same
Yeah this a new thing everyday
I don't know if I'm never going insane
And if you say that you love
Me then cut them lames
Both of us now know though
How much times I gotta say no when I say no?
Baby let me mold your mind, play doh
I'm just getting bread I don't
Care about the hate bro
I don't care about the hate
We gon run up on that boy
And put him on a plate
Put my all in, take a leap of faith
And then when I got that check I hit the bank
When I link up with the bro we smoking dank
Hop up in my new ride and it's like a tank
And you mad cause I'm is what you ain't
But you can do it I
Ain't saying that you can't


I don't like to think about
How much you control me
I don't wanna think about the time
When you ain't know me, Yeah
I don't like to blame but it's solely you
You guard your heart like a goalie
You abandoned house
You know I had to defend that
And all that time on my own I never said that
You can't handle yourself
And you can check that
Built a house with my hands
You had to wreck that and it's all on time
Why's it feel like everything
You do is calculated? Think it's all a lie
How long can you keep holding on to it?
I don't wanna waste my life
And not tell myself that I ain't gon try
To go back to that night
When we felt it all but I keep on asking

Who am I? Who are you?
I need to tie my shoes
I'm stuck asking myself "What am I doing?"
Speaking to myself, but I'm not fluent
Yea it feels like it all got ruined
Don't tell me that I
Was just screwing around
Not after you moved it
I think ima lose it oh
You say this and that to
Move off of the subject
This ain't tit for tat why
You tryna make me upset?
You better double down on what you
Said cause that's a tough bet
When you come around sometimes all
I wanna say is fuck it all
Had to sell myself short
To give you your piece of mind
It's okay to lose your mind
Just don't leave me behind