André DeSaint, Ryanlayzer - Self Control lyrics

Look, since the last time we spoke
I done got a lot better with the talking
Old friends tripping cause they lost him
I'm performing OG with my
Niggas and we moshing
Trust me this shit is fucking awesome
Feeling about as natural as watching
Jason Dill on a board a pill to a whore
Is it real? Is it forced?
Gunning for the top 'til a mill is the score
Gimme cash I ain't doing
This for thrills anymore
Chill with the force I'ma do what I wish to
Bar after bar 'til they know me in Bristol
A team full of bums and
They had to enlist you
Popped on the front line
And nobody missed you, nigga
And if I'm coming off brash
Then my message got across just fine
I'm rolling with a team full of leaders
Sipping two two liters full of liquor
And that shit is just mine, really

Drink my coffee everyday
Always wake to the same face
Try to keep these thoughts at bay
Survivals the only way
This I hate, this I know
Trying to break the example
This my fate, this my show
Only me that's in control now

I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now
I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now
I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now
I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now

I once had me a mami
But it ended kinda salty
Now I'm stuck here feeling sorry for myself
Shit I can't help it feeling selfish
Bitch I know you felt it too
And it's still fuck you
And it's still fuck this
I know that I'm stuck
And it's got me feeling sick
My whole world is a rut
It's a pool of fucking piss, shit
It's so hard to maintain
When you’re ready for a change
And I rack my fucking brain
Each and every goddamn day
And just to stay sane i smoke, I drink
Don't understand the pain i choke, I sink

Drink my coffee everyday
Always wake to the same face
Try to keep these thoughts at bay
Survivals the only way
This I hate, this I know
Trying to break the example
This my fate, this my show
Only me that's in control now

I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now
I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now
I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now
I’m the only one, I’m the only one in it
Only me that’s in control now