Kiana Ledé, Jenifer Lewis - Heavy lyrics

I don't got my priorities straight
Don’t know who I'm gonna be today
I'm no victim
But I deal with shit on the daily
Something pullin’, I can't get away
Never livin' outside of my head
I don't like showin' weakness
So I always fake it

Maybe some day, I will gain composure
Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared
I’m scared ’Cause something feels like it's
Weighing me down
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Even when it’s all workin' out
I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground
So heavy, oh

And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy
I just can't take it if it ain’t
You who love me when I naked
Fuck all my problems, wish I could show 'em
Don't feel that, don't feel that
Don't feel that wavy
I can't get up in the mornin'
It's too hard if I even try it
You ain't here to tell me
Turn my anxiety into excitement

Maybe one day, I will gain composure
Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared 'Cause something feels like it's
Weighing me down, yeah
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Even when it's all workin' out
I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground

I wanna be light, I wanna be light
Someone help me just feel alive
Is there a potion you got I could take?
I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right
If you got the answers
I swear that I'll listen
I'm ready now, ready now, yeah

Something feels like it's weighing me down
Yeah
It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
Hey even when it's all workin' out, uh
I'm on my feet, then I pull out the ground
So heavy

There's nowhere to run
If there was I'd have been there
You take yourself with you
You can't run from yourself
You can't go down to the neighbor's house
You can't run
You need to confront what's goin'
On in your own house you have to confront it