​kurtains - ​gawain lyrics

If I had a gun I would blast it into my head
I'd pull the trigger and fill
My brain with lead
If I had a knife I’d rip into my chest
I'd stop my heart from beating, let it rest

'Cause I can’t take it anymore
It fucking hurts and I can't say it anymore
It's over said and I got hatred at my door
I can't be bothered to go tell him to leave
I've had enough i can't take it anymore
It fucking hurts and I can't say it anymore
It's over said and I got hatred at my door
I can’t be bothered to go tell him to leave
And find his way back home

If it was my choice I wouldn’t try
But I care too much so it's alright
And I know I never get the chance
To say it loud and clear
So in case of all confusion
This right here’s just how I feel

I can't take it anymore
It fucking hurts and I can't say it anymore
It's over said and I got hatred at my door
I can’t be bothered to go tell him to leave
I've had enough i can't take it anymore
It fucking hurts and I can't say it anymore
It's over said and I got hatred at my door
I can't be bothered to go tell him to leave
And find his way back home