​letlive. - Reluctantly Dead lyrics

The blood on my hands is
Like drugs on my nose
I've been confused with someone
Who's in control
Of all the things that will happen anyway
So I'll just continue on the path that I hate
Cause, I'm gonna find my way

I've been grabbing at sand just
To watch it slip away
I put both my hands up and I started to pray
That you ain't like me and that
You'll let me walk away
But, I'll understand it if you
Choose to kill me

Would've probably done the same
I would've probably done the same

You believe that they came
Here to protect you
But see I would rather run
Cause now the law results in a death

Once you understand that you've got control
See I'd be confused for
Someone you'll never know
Cause all of those things
Were gonna happen anyway
Somewhere within you lies the
One that you hate

I'm gonna fuck myself today
I'd rather fuck myself today

You believe that they came
Here to protect you
But see I would rather run
Cause now the law results in a death

You believe that they came
Here to protect you but see I am not the one
Cause, I will be reluctantly dead

I'll never be alone again
But do you realise you're my only friend
I feel at home again home again

I'll never be alone again
Yeah I feel that I'm my only friend
I feel at home again (home again)
And this is all pretend

You believe that they came
Here to protect you
But see I would rather run
Cause now the law results in a death
You believe that they came
Here to protect you but see I am not the one
Cause, I will be reluctantly dead