XXXHXAILO - Decaying lyrics

I am changing and my hearts decaying
Do you love me baby? My body is shakin’
I’m up till 4 now it’s not good for me
My mind won’t stop now
I am getting bored now
Lost my job, lost my mind what do I do now?

I’m sorry I’m a mess the sadness got me
And panic disorder got me too
And I’m sorry for the days
Where I was crying on your floor
But, at least you held me tight
Your love and kisses I adore
Loving me is rough
If you don’t text me back my mind
Thinks you’re getting bored
And the weight on my chest
From all the pain that I’ve been through
But it all goes away
When I am spending time with you

I am changing and my hearts decaying
Do you love me baby? My body is shakin’
I’m up till 4 now it’s not good for me
My mind won’t stop now
I am getting bored now
Lost my job, lost my mind what do I do now?

What do I do now?
The later that it gets I get more weaker
I don’t think i’ll make it
But I am healing thank you for being patient
Do you think i’ll make it?
Loving you has made me more complaisant
Do you think i’ll make it?
I’ll try to make it

I am changing my heart is decaying
I love you baby won’t you heal me baby?