XXXHXAILO - I wanna kill myself but nobody believes me lyrics

I got too fucked up the day i lost everything
I just wanna be loved i don’t wanna be hated
Why doesn’t any one care for me hate me
Like you do i’m
Sad too honestly i’m nothing without you
I need you they hate on me and call me a liar
Nobody believes me

Nobody believes me
I wanna kill myself but nobody believes me
I remember when you held me as
I cried on the sidewalk nobody believes me
Why do they gotta deceive me do you see me
I remember when held me as
I cried on the sidewalk
I wanna die and i’m sad too

Now i’m lost
I don’t know where to go now but
If you give me sign please
Just give me sign maybe i’ll feel
Better and not wanna die
Now i’m lost, now i’m lost
I don’t know where to go now
But if you give me sign
Please just give me sign
Maybe i’ll feel better now i wanna cry
A have a reason to die
I think about you all the time
I hate my life it kills me every time
They call me liar so that makes me wanna die
I think it's a sign that when the stars align
I’m alone and so done
And i know that no one gives a fuck

I wanna die and i'm sad too
I remember when u held me
Why do they gotta deceive me do you see me
I remember when held me as
I cried on the sidewalk
I wanna die and i’m sad too