XXXHXAILO - Stars in my head lyrics

Alone alone with stars in my head
Alone, time and time again
Again, again, and again, and again

Alone with stars in my head
I know they want me dead
Drugs were my best friend
All these thoughts in my fucking head

Head, head, I fuck, I need-
II bleed i'm on my knees
I, can’t, be alone (alone)
Alone in a cold-cold world

I hate to be, so lonely
I can't stay clean, but I want to be
Will you save me? Not okay, you see?
I just want be, free from everything
II hate it here (ahh)
Oh, It's super draining (draining)
It’s so depressing (depressing)
I need to stop stressing (la la la)

Alone with thoughts in my head
I guess I am a fuck up then
Oh no, I'm fucked up again
On the floor, and I want more

I want more but, I'm not sure
The walls are moving
And I'm tripping for sure
I guess, I haven't learned
(I haven't learned)
Cause tomorrow it will be much worse
Everything is falling from the
Sky like the stars
Staring at thе ceiling looking for an answer

I could-I could blame all of thе pain
(pain, pain, pain) make me feel better
I could blame all of the
Pain on the fucking weather
Always thinking things and it
Just breaks my heart
Always looking to make me take my mind off