YUZUYA - Doctor lyrics
[YUZUYA - Doctor lyrics]
These nights got me looking to find
Meaning deep inside my head
I think I’m losing to myself
It’s not what I have dreamt of
I think I’m trying to find meaning
In the words I knew
I think I’m failing at most
Everything I’m fuckin screwed
Y'know there’s a monster deep
Inside my head it’s
Leaving me to rot, guess I’ve made my bed
I never thought my life would end easy
I was a punk kid never give a fuck kid
Never knew what love is
Never had a conscious said give it up kid
You’ll never hide your scars on
Your tattered bleeding arms
Get me a fucking DNR
These thoughts mislead me
Hoping that someone will test me
To put a bullet in my head it’s easy
Mixing pills cuz they don't phase me
It’s changed me
Yet I keep breathing
Hoping that one day you’ll see me
Trying to live my life with meaning
But my face is running dry from all
These tears up in my eyes
Got a gun to my head screaming end me
Doctor doctor please
Give me a pill that will just ease
All of my pain and my disease
Don't let it end with a bullet in my head
Doctor doctor please
Don't let me bleed out on the street
Give me a pill that will just ease
Don't let it end with a bullet in my head
It’s kinda funny how a thought can
Bring you to the edge
Leaving me to dangle off that bridge
If I knew you then would
I have taken that leap?
Would i have admitted defeat
Why the fuck did it not kill me?
If there’s a god why do I still need
An answer to maintain a heart beat
Yet I keep praying
Hoping that someone will save me
Thinking that my life’s been hazy
Mixing pills cuz they don't phase me
It’s changed me
Yet I keep breathing
Hoping that one day you’ll see me
Trying to live my life with meaning
But my voice is running dry all
The times i’ve asked you why
Put a gun to my head screaming save me
Doctor doctor please
Give me a pill that will just ease
All of my pain and my disease
Don't let it end with a bullet in my head
Doctor doctor please
Don't let me bleed out on the street
Give me a pill that will just ease
Don't let me end with a bullet in my head
Meaning deep inside my head
I think I’m losing to myself
It’s not what I have dreamt of
I think I’m trying to find meaning
In the words I knew
I think I’m failing at most
Everything I’m fuckin screwed
Y'know there’s a monster deep
Inside my head it’s
Leaving me to rot, guess I’ve made my bed
I never thought my life would end easy
I was a punk kid never give a fuck kid
Never knew what love is
Never had a conscious said give it up kid
You’ll never hide your scars on
Your tattered bleeding arms
Get me a fucking DNR
These thoughts mislead me
Hoping that someone will test me
To put a bullet in my head it’s easy
Mixing pills cuz they don't phase me
It’s changed me
Yet I keep breathing
Hoping that one day you’ll see me
Trying to live my life with meaning
But my face is running dry from all
These tears up in my eyes
Got a gun to my head screaming end me
Doctor doctor please
Give me a pill that will just ease
All of my pain and my disease
Don't let it end with a bullet in my head
Doctor doctor please
Don't let me bleed out on the street
Give me a pill that will just ease
Don't let it end with a bullet in my head
It’s kinda funny how a thought can
Bring you to the edge
Leaving me to dangle off that bridge
If I knew you then would
I have taken that leap?
Would i have admitted defeat
Why the fuck did it not kill me?
If there’s a god why do I still need
An answer to maintain a heart beat
Yet I keep praying
Hoping that someone will save me
Thinking that my life’s been hazy
Mixing pills cuz they don't phase me
It’s changed me
Yet I keep breathing
Hoping that one day you’ll see me
Trying to live my life with meaning
But my voice is running dry all
The times i’ve asked you why
Put a gun to my head screaming save me
Doctor doctor please
Give me a pill that will just ease
All of my pain and my disease
Don't let it end with a bullet in my head
Doctor doctor please
Don't let me bleed out on the street
Give me a pill that will just ease
Don't let me end with a bullet in my head