YUZUYA - FADE lyrics
[YUZUYA - FADE lyrics]
I kept my eyes closed
Loving you like I was a ghost
Hating me made me hurt the most
Think my heart turned to dust oh no
You’ve been so selfish
Making my life so damn hellish
Broke me down, made me feel foolish
If loving you ain't enough, what is?
Memories bound to fade
And today, imma buy a plot for my early grave
I don't wanna stop trying but it's okay
I know when to leave, and thats today
Built me up on a chair then kicked it out
Tied the noose yourself to wring me out
Fuck you’re leaving my head so full of doubt
Didn't know how to bleed so you shut me out
But I always kept my eyеs closed
Loving you like I was a ghost
Hating me madе me hurt the most
Think my heart turned to dust oh no
You’ve been so selfish
Making my life so damn hellish
Broke me down, made me feel foolish
If loving you ain't enough, what is?
I'm gonna go i don't wanna cry no more
I don't wanna bleed my
Wrists are getting sore
Don't wanna overthink no more
I’m leaving here forever and not out a door
I didn't wanna fade, but it's okay
Took a shot of henny to calm my brain
Threw a photo of us straight down the drain
I don't care anymore about my life today
Put a knife in my back, never took it out
Made me wanna love again, I feel stupid now
God I can’t fucking seem to make it out
Of this hell I built with my own self doubt
But I always kept my eyes closed
Loving you like I was a ghost
Hating me made me hurt the most
Think my heart turned to dust oh no
You’ve been so selfish
Making my life so damn hellish
Broke me down, made me feel foolish
If loving you ain't enough, what is?
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go
Loving you like I was a ghost
Hating me made me hurt the most
Think my heart turned to dust oh no
You’ve been so selfish
Making my life so damn hellish
Broke me down, made me feel foolish
If loving you ain't enough, what is?
Memories bound to fade
And today, imma buy a plot for my early grave
I don't wanna stop trying but it's okay
I know when to leave, and thats today
Built me up on a chair then kicked it out
Tied the noose yourself to wring me out
Fuck you’re leaving my head so full of doubt
Didn't know how to bleed so you shut me out
But I always kept my eyеs closed
Loving you like I was a ghost
Hating me madе me hurt the most
Think my heart turned to dust oh no
You’ve been so selfish
Making my life so damn hellish
Broke me down, made me feel foolish
If loving you ain't enough, what is?
I'm gonna go i don't wanna cry no more
I don't wanna bleed my
Wrists are getting sore
Don't wanna overthink no more
I’m leaving here forever and not out a door
I didn't wanna fade, but it's okay
Took a shot of henny to calm my brain
Threw a photo of us straight down the drain
I don't care anymore about my life today
Put a knife in my back, never took it out
Made me wanna love again, I feel stupid now
God I can’t fucking seem to make it out
Of this hell I built with my own self doubt
But I always kept my eyes closed
Loving you like I was a ghost
Hating me made me hurt the most
Think my heart turned to dust oh no
You’ve been so selfish
Making my life so damn hellish
Broke me down, made me feel foolish
If loving you ain't enough, what is?
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go i'm gonna go
I'm gonna go