Z Berg - No Matter What I Do lyrics

The daring of despair has led me
Back to my old home paralyzed by patterns
Squeezing blood out of a stone
You're sitting there before me
But I'm haunted by your ghost
Cast up by the
Tempest here on some deserted shore

I wish you loved me more
Enough to stay when morning comes
All the damage, all the way
I wish it all were done

'Cause I just can't stop loving you
No matter what I do or how hard I might try
I can't let go, so still I cry
'Cause I just can't stop loving you
No matter what I do

The butterfly flies to the light
But I head for the mire
Captivated by your cruelty
Tortured by desire
We're only bones and bruises now
Sadistic and vile
You bring out all the worst in me
You make me like a child

We're toxic but it feels so good
I'm crying through a smile
We're gutting all the ones we love
But doing it in style

'Cause I just can't stop loving you
No matter what I do or how hard I might cry
I can't let go, I die inside
'Cause I just can't stop loving you
No matter what I do

Unending echoes in a resonating shell
We have created our own hell
All steeped in lies
We dream too much to try and sleep
This is the tyranny of weakness
We could leave, but we won't try

'Cause I just can't stop loving you
No matter what I do or how hard I might cry
I can't let go or make this right
'Cause I just can't stop loving you
No matter what I do