Z-Ro - Do Bad On My Own lyrics

I remember situations as an adolescent
I couldn't roll with the homies they'd
Rather see a nigga steppin'
Was it cause I was a "school boy"
Tryin' to get my grades together?
Stayed on the same block but
We never played together all of a sudden
Why they wanna come and kick it with Ro?
Thinkin' they can get free cd's and
Free ticket's to show's? no!
Pay at the door or you stuck out
And if you get in
Don't ask for nothin' or get
Escorted the fuck out!
And say lil' mama I ain't tryin'
To go to bed with ya
You smokin' thinkin' I'm about to
Be breakin' bread with ya
Keep my money in my pocket
Never leave it with ho's
Put a ring on my own finger
Cause I sleep with zero
I love my enemy's more than friends
That's why I treat'em so friendly
Cause they let you know they hate you
But a friend hides his envy
Ain't no use in flaggin' me down
While I'm out on a creep if I'm stoppin'
My gun's cockin' you droppin'
I live and die one deep!

I don't need no help, my nigga
I can do bad on my own
And I don't need no company lil' mama
Stop ringing my cellular phone
When I be down and out
Nobody wanna come and kick it
I'm a nobody until I can shine
So when the money is long
I don't need nobody to visit
Leave me lonely like you did last time

It's the same
Every day every day is the same
Dealin' with fraud ass fellas I swear
It ain't gonna ever change
Even speakin' on the hood
Nigga the hood ain't shit
So when you see me I'm a speak
But that's as good as it gets
But ain't no ridin' with me, gettin' drunk
Or gettin' high with me
Ten out of ten I bet you would
Never ride and die with me
All my drugs are for personal use
Cause I be stressin' bad
Poverty and pain is all I've ever had
I remember I was down in the
Dumps no one lifted me up
Niggas said I would never make it in
Music cause i wasn't gifted enough
So why the hell would I chill with y'all?
I'd rather deal with felony charges before
I have to deal with y'all
It's one cup, one sweet cause it's Z-ro only
Forever lonely I don't need no phony
Homey's all up on me
Cause when niggas get to trippin'
With their and shit
For me, I bet my homey's won't empty a clip
I live and die one deep!

It was hard to dream when
I was hooked on codeine
Killin' myself slowly on purpose cause
Humans made me nervous
And I knew I'd have to kill one, one day
Then how could I sit up in
Front of the Lord come Sunday?
That's why I eat by myself
And I sleep by myself
I'm alone twenty-four seven I'm out
Here on my own plus I'm confident that I
Would never jack myself for all I know
Homicides are homey's watchin' as
I stack my wealth
When I was trippin' with my steel
Pointed dead at my grill
All my "real niggas was laughin'" didn't
Try to tell me to chill
I ain't ever had a friend like Joseph
Cause he don't give a damn if
I ever was on a poster
A skinny ass never had a penny ass nigga
Treated like a food stamp
Till I dropped a few jams
Now they diggin' a nigga
It's plain and simple to witness
If it wasn't for rappin' who'd give
A fuck about my business?
Let me live one deep!