ZAVAGE, Jhené Aiko - Teen Spirit lyrics

What's up? Been a minute since we kicked it
You've been caught up
With them bitches, I don't get it
You're a star love
You shouldn't have to deal with that
I'd never make you feel like that, cause

I love me
I love me enough for the both of us
That's why you trust me
I know you been through more than most of us
So what are you? What are you
What are you so afraid of? Darling you
You give but you cannot take love

You learn different things on different days
You hear a different note each
Time the record plays
Low self esteem child deprived
Of being a winner
Not strong enough for suicide so
They poison they livers
Don't drink the pain away
Just bury it deeper
So to lift themselves up they take a
Toke from the reefa feeling cheaper
Pay the price witcha life just
To feel that ether
Just take a moment and sip the potion
Hold back our tears and drown in our
Oceans til our lungs fill up
Evaporate it in ya system
He's addicted to blunts
Exhale the smoke, exhale feelings
Watching them liars go from hero to villain
Used to get jealous cuz to me
He was a better Christian
By 9th grade i got saved
Now he's losing his religion
Hope and faith affected our decisions
So do we pay for dark days
Or will they be forgiven
This something I gotta do
I put in sweat and tears no blood
I got friends that already spilled theirs
They living with battle scars
All along they wrist
Did it with tight fist tried to take
They life with a knife erase existence
But leave our memories in the minds of
Who we sometimes may call our enemies
Our form of payback when we soon find out
That it's too late & we already
Took the cowards way out but
I love me
I love me enough for the both of us
That's why you trust me
I know you been through more than most of us
So what are you? What are you
What are you so afraid of? Darling you
You give but you cannot take love

I'm afraid of everything that can
Take you away from me
And I promised that would be a
Day I never live to see
I dreaded everyday they let me
Out when I was locked
Felt like my depression was a
Disease I was spreading
Made the songs too long but
This is deeper than that
Try putting homies six feet deep
It's deeper than rap
All you know is living blind
And telling the tale
So if you wanna feel the track
Then I'll spit it in Braille
I got 5 friends at least that
Tried to take they own lives
2 of em recovered
The rest still trynna survive
Got on FaceTime once with this Detroit chick
She wish mom held her more than
That pipe to her lip
Said twice already she attempted
To jump a cliff
Scary thing is I haven't heard from her since
So this for the kids that
Live alone in the world
We either gone drown in tears
Or drown in beers let our skin open when we
Swallowed in our fears
That empty, misery that never leave gently
See the razors and the drugs are
They friends or my enemies
I just wanna control my soul til infinity
She said you can do better just believe in me
I'm only living cuz of people
That believed in me
Hold on to the ropes, do I jump that cliff?
The lord ain't die for me to
Go and crucify my wrist i love me
I love me enough for the both of us
That's why you trust me
I know you been through more than most of us
So what are you? What are you
What are you so afraid of? Darling you
You give but you cannot take love

"Been Baka aka Not Nice from time, G
Been a East Side ting
Scarborough ting from time, G
Been have up di ting dem from time, G
So I don't know what's wrong with these
Little wasteman out here eh?
Y'all need to know yourself"

-SKIT-

Zay: How many of these guys
Been with you long enough
To be disgruntled huh? Think
About it you don't pay much
You know it's almost a
Feudal fuckin' enterprise
The question is, and this
Is the only question
Who thinks that they can do what
You do better than you?

Costello: Only one that can do what I
Do is me a lot of people
Had to die for me to be me you want to be me?

Zay: I probably could be you
Yeah i know that much but I don't want to
Be you Frank i don't wanna be you

Costello: Heavy lies the crownsort of thing