ZEDNED - July lyrics

Brown hair that lightens up as
The sun shines bright
His hazel eyes that twinkle
Under the moonlight sky
His smile that makes me happy
Long for a while maybe this is love right?

I asked you to be mine but
You said I wasn’t your type
So I went to ‘love’ someone else
But that didn’t turn out quite right
As you are the one I can’t
Stop thinking about all night
I could never stop loving you even
If i told myself to
There is not much I can do
I just want it to be you and me
That’s all i ever dream me and you as a team
That’s all i ever want to see
Been this way since July
Over this fucking guy

He was too scared to be himself
That he kept all his feelings
That it fucked up his mental health
Me on the other hand had a whole other plan
Where pain became a necessity
And blood kept dripping onto my knees
I kept crying all night
Kept wondering if I am right
I hate myself so much
I want to feel your fucking touch
But I won’t as I’m not enough

I asked you to be mine but
You said I wasn’t your type
So I went to ‘love’ someone else
But that didn’t turn out quite right
As you are the one I can’t
Stop thinking about all night
I could never stop loving you even
If i told myself to
There is not much I can do
I just want it to be you and me
That’s all i ever dream me and you as a team
That’s all i ever want to see
Been this way since July
Over this fucking guy

When you say that three letter
Word at your vows
I hope you remember who always
Wanted to be around
I don’t want you to be in pain about me
I just want you to understand
How badly you affected me
I was too good at covering the pain up
But by the time I realised
My love life will forever be fucked