Perfume Genius - On the Floor lyrics

I'm trying, but still, I close my eyes
(M-m-m)
The dreaming, bringing his face to mine

Lock the door
The constant buzzing all through the night
(M-m-m) the fighting rips me all up inside

On the floor i pace, I run my mouth
I pray and wait
I cross out his name on the page

How long 'til this washes away?
How long 'til my body is safe?
How long 'til I walk in the light?
How long 'til this heart isn’t mine?

The rise and fall of his chest on me (M-m-m)
I'm trying, but still, it's all I see
The violent current of energy (M-m-m)
I hide it away and underneath

Lock the door
I shake, I promise every day to change
I cross out his name on the page

How long 'til this washes away?
How long 'til my body is safe?
How long 'til I walk in the light?
How long 'til this heart isn’t mine?

Take this wildness away wildness away
Wildness away ah, ah

I'm trying, but still, I close my eyes
(M-m-m)
The dreaming, bringing his face to mine
Out the door i pace, I run my mouth
I pray to change
I cross out his name on the page

How long 'til this washes away?
How long 'til my body is safe?
How long 'til this heart isn't mine?

I just want him in my arms
I just want him in my arms