Guardin, ​aidan., Habition - In the end lyrics

I'm so sorry I'm like this
I'm so fuckin' sorry
I just miss you, that's all

Do you remember all those shades of
Color screaming in the sky?
When life had picked me up and clipped
My wings and never let me fly?
I cried so hard into your shoulder
I think I ruined your good shirt but still
You held me close and kissed my neck
And told me all this hurt
Just isn't fair to how we feel and someday
It'd be alright
I'm trying so hard to believe you
But all these leashes are so tight
Feels like a noose around my neck
Just pulling harder every day
'Til it drags me off the ground
And finally chokes this love away ooh
These tear-stained cheeks are gonna
Smile once again
'Cause it's times like these I
Remember why all this
Shit is fuckin' worth it in the end
And, ooh
I'm gonna stitch these severed wings
That I now lack
So I can soar away from this empty place
And never ever plan on coming back
I know it's been a little
While since we've known
What this love feels like face to face
But someday, i'm gonna soar away and never
Once return to this place

Never comin' back again (Back again)
I much rather live in solitary
In a cemetery den (Cemetary den)
This weather isn't ever meant for me
(Ever meant for me)
All the clouds inside my bedroom remind
Me why I should leave
Don't bother tryna reach out
(Tryna reach out)
Please just speak out (Please just speak out)
Please just run away
Become one with the breeze now
(With the breeze now)
Don't forget me when their
Love is spreading thin
(Love is spreading thin)
I'll be stagnant in my castle trying
Hard to not cave in (Hard to not cave in)
I miss your head on my shoulder (Shoulder)
I'd give anything in seconds
Just to hold her (Hold her)
But she don't care, and I guess I don't
Fuck feeling numb and fuck growing old
My hopes are high that I'll fix this mess
I'm drunk again, miserable at best
Fuck feeling lost, this shit don't fade
I'm alone in the end, digging my own grave
Digging my own grave, digging my own grave
I'm digging my own grave

I just, I feel like calling you sometimes
But I, I know you don't answer so
I guess I'll just try tomorrow
I'm sorry, whatever I do, I'm sorry
I love you