​default genders, Beth Sawlts - ​sophie (emphasis mine) lyrics

I had a dream that one day you showed up
At where I work and you paid
All my student loans off like it was nothing
Oh like it was nothing

I had a dream that it was the morning
And I wasn't waiting for my iphone
To start ringing i was just sleeping
Oh like it was nothing

Today somebody told me they want
The old me back i know, I know
I know - somebody had to hold me back

Today somebody told me they want
The old me back
I know, I know, I know - nobody who knows me
Wants the old me back

I had a dream that my dress got ripped but
I could just go out on my own and
Buy a new one like it was nothing
Oh like it was nothing

I had a dream that i was fifteen and
I could see everything that
Was about to happen and I could stop it
Oh like it was nothing

Today somebody told me they want
The old me back i know, I know
I know - somebody had to hold me back

Today somebody told me they want
The old me back
I know, I know, I now - not even the old me
Wants the old me back

It's like you always told me
It's like you always said
Once I could feel it starting
There I was at the end

It's like you always told me
It's like you always said
I got my arms around it
That's how you know it's dead

It's like you always told me
It's like you always said
I can't just choose what people
Do and do not forget

It's like I always tell you
It's like I always say
Baby, I'll always love you
To your eternal shame