​feelingmysorrow - ​so numb it hurts ​ lyrics

Baby i need to know
If I could strained my heart till
I'ma be the numbness on a peak

Yeah, get too numb, my heart is in pieces
You talk shit, complain for no reason
All these feelings I gotta keep in
Said you loved me, you do not mean it
Hatred you hiding you cursing I'm crying
Not dead but I'm dying
Inside with no sirens
I'm knocked out my heart and
Outside is a giant
Who picks me apart and then
Leaves me in silence

You gotta watch it, I'm too unstable
I gotta stop it, can't live these fables
Say that I'm toxic
With my hand in my pocket
Leaving me with no options
But to break this table
Six months in, got a bruise and such
Evеrybody goes mad when you're too in lovе
I gotta work on myself, should be moving up
But in a small world, there's only two of us

Baby i need to know
If I could strained my heart till
I'ma be the numbness on a peak

All my days get longer nights get colder
Got a brand-new devil up on my shoulder
No angels here, with no light to show ya
How am I too weak to meet your quota
It's a process
Why do I listen to all the gossip not yet
Maybe I'm thinking that we could prosper
Not sure
Maybe you're better without a partner
My heart hurts why does it feel like
We're taking sharp turns fuck it tho
I know reality is opposite from all
The feelings that leave when I'm off of it
Make over relations that stay in my basement
It's hard to look down when
You live in necropolis
You're not really mine
I'm not really yours who's feeling worse?
We're so numb it hurts

Baby i need to know
If I could strained my heart till
I'ma be the numbness on a peak