​i9bonsai - ​cross it out lyrics

Can't believe the time wasted trying
Time and time again, how can we find it?
Tell me that I'm lost, no no, I've been
If only I could, you know I'd rewind it (Oh)
Could you tell me what happened? History
Find my way back
Go on and watch out, can't do it for me
Might be a new chapter but thе same story
Hey, no what you want from me now?
And I don't know how much
Longеr I can hold out
Coming after me I gotta hold down
And no I don't wanna see
You in the background lost this
Maybe I've just lost it, oh, lost it
What's this? Can you just be honest
With these new clothes
Throw it on the carpet
A new life, I wanna restart it
Stay right where you are
I don't know how to change it
I've been stuck in the cold
Maybe I'm better off alone
Maybe I just need to go
Maybe this isn't my home anymore
Now I'm closing every door
And every memory is stored
Taking my power like you pulled my chord
Oh chord oh, oh, of course

How should I feel about that?
Give me a moment
Go ahead and go and I'ma leave it open
Every word out your mouth is just stolen
Can't you think for yourself
Ain't that torment?
Cross it out, this times it's too much
This time it'll fall apart if you remove one
Why would I be apart of your
Games if I lose 'em? Just look around
Can't you tell that I'm stuck?