​i9bonsai - lastplace lyrics

Ivy- Ivyleague my little bonsai planet

I can't do it on my fate
Filling up last place in a race
I can't do it on my fate- grrah

Who can know who spent it on my fate?
Filling up last place in a race
I've been doing push and pull
Push and pull off my chest
Please don't change for me
Please don't change, please don't change

I'm tryna find this feeling
I'm tryna fix it, why am I screaming?
Screaming, screaming
I just wanna run away, yeah, I'm bleeding
Sequoia i won't annoy ya
And I'm only trying to make it out for ya
I don't want anything, I don't want anything
Please don't embarrass me
I just wanna know what you see

Who can know who spent it on my fate?
Filling up last place in a race
I've been doing push and pull
Push and pull off my chest
Please don't change for me
Please don't change, please don't change

I'm just tryna find somethin' but I
Can't without this deep shit
I was hoping to find something that
Was coming like a tissue
I just tried to send you away
From my life for a reason of a mission
I just wanna see if you
Can do something I can't
I just wanted to start my
Life without you now
I can't do it now, I'm just doing what I can
Trying to do something without you right now