​i9bonsai - ​mk it up2me lyrics

Is this real? Do you need me to go away?
And I try my hardest
But you can't say the same
So I cope and I wonder if I'm
The only one to blame and I'm scared
So I act like I don't feel any pain
Is this real? Do you need me to go away?
And I try my hardest
But you can't say the same
So I cope and I wonder if
I'm the only one to blame and I'm scared
So I act like I don't feel any pain

Plastic, my life's all lies
Can you try to make mine?
Full of memories, my times up time to rewind
Why do I do this? I don't make it fair
I need to forget it, unknown like it's rare
I was just watching for you
You can't make it up to me
I was talking to you
You were just talking to me
I can't have it, I let it
Drive me bat shit, so tragic
All this past shit, I'm past it
I can't mask it, the static

Is this real? Do you need me to go away?
And I try my hardest
But you can't say the same
So I cope and I wonder if
I'm the only one to blame and I'm scared
So I act like I don't feel any pain