$igil - One Day lyrics

I’m falling flat, no calling back
But I’m not gone nah
You know I’ll be right back
I’m stuck inside this loop
But I keep running laps
I’ve been working and searching for
My purpose It’s still uncertain

Two options I was given
I could be so nervous
The opposite position know it
Works out perfect
Sunshine hidden in the rain it’s the curtain
Knowing in my mind it will all be worth it


Someday in the earth i will be merged with
One day, one day no more hurting
One day, One day
For now I feel everything, everything
Take me back, take me back
I don’t want to leave so fast

Breathe in deep see the leaves roll past
What I got inside hasn’t seen no match
I don’t eat nothing and my sleep don’t last
Wake up to a sweat while my tears go black
I don’t see nothing can’t feel none of that
Always on my own while my years go past
Wonder to myself what I’ll be when I pass
I just want to leave cause
I know it won’t last

I need a break from me
But how will I get back
Once I’ve taken this journey
Too much hurt in me, too much hurt in me
Too much hurt in me
Whats hurting me, too much hurt in me
What’s hurting me i keep hurting me


I’m hurting myself, keep hurting myself
I’m hurting myself, keep hurting myself
Now where do I go, now where do I go
I need some help, I need some help
I just want to end everything I am
Putting down the pen, slipping out my hand
Who am I, when I’m through, no disguise
I don’t know, but how about you
When I die, will you be there by my side
Will we find we had the very same mind
Take me to the peaks
I got change for the ride
There’s no changing my mind
I’ll sway in the breeze and
I’ll watch my decline
Then I’ll watch my decline

And I wish that this wasn’t something
That I had to speak but man this is just the
Realest that I could be
And I hope you don't hate me
And I hope you don’t love me
Because when I’m dead, motherfuck me