Sarah Juers, nobigdyl., Jesstaylo - shadow lyrics
[Sarah Juers, nobigdyl., Jesstaylo - shadow lyrics]
It goes dark and it is most definitely a
Moment of utter disorientation
Utter lostness, no warmth, no life
No movement
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah
Love you so much that the issues I
Used to hold on to are nothing
They're minuscule
Love you so much that I make it up
To you whenever I flip like reciprocals
Love you so much that I blocked all
My exes, I blocked all the exit's
I'm with you forever
Love you so much that I don't even trip when
They say that I'm sick and they ridiculed
Love you so much that I gave up
Addiction, I stopped all the clickin'
And now it's all clickin'
Love you so much that I changed my old
Number so all their attempts are just pitiful
Love you so much that I stopped sayin' thot
Now I see women as God's children
I see their souls and their hearts glisten
Look at them glow like they're Marge Simpson
Love you so much that I save my receipts and
I watch what I eat when I'm gettin' food
Love you so much that I give up my seat even
When I am beat and not in the mood
Love you so much that sometimes
I lose sleep 'cause I
Can't come to terms with what I did to you
Love you so much that I ask God
To help me smile when I'm cynical
I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away i fight my battle
Beside my shadow
Hate me so much for the pain that I caused
To the ones that I truly hold dear
Hate me so much that it comes out in tears
Hate me so much I don't look in the mirror
Hate me so much that I slip into
Fantasies darker than Black Mirror seasons
Sometimes I feel like just leavin'
Don't need a number of reasons
Hate me so much I retreat into sleep
I'm even hidin' from Jesus
Feel like I'm livin' with
Demons, inside my closet, Are legions
Hate me so much when I'm hurt then I'm
Happy 'cause I tell myself I deserve it
I'm in my bed with the serpents
And they told me that I'm worthless
Hate me so much that I don't wanna listen
When you tell me I'm a good person
But you don't give up so easy, fervent
Remindin' me of my purpose
Hate me so much but you're
Teachin' me love and
I think that I'm startin' to learn it
Written in crimson and cursive
Quiet and curious, Perfect
I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away i fight my battle
Beside my shadow i face these passing waves
A lonely cast away i fight my battle
Beside my shadow
Moment of utter disorientation
Utter lostness, no warmth, no life
No movement
Yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah
Love you so much that the issues I
Used to hold on to are nothing
They're minuscule
Love you so much that I make it up
To you whenever I flip like reciprocals
Love you so much that I blocked all
My exes, I blocked all the exit's
I'm with you forever
Love you so much that I don't even trip when
They say that I'm sick and they ridiculed
Love you so much that I gave up
Addiction, I stopped all the clickin'
And now it's all clickin'
Love you so much that I changed my old
Number so all their attempts are just pitiful
Love you so much that I stopped sayin' thot
Now I see women as God's children
I see their souls and their hearts glisten
Look at them glow like they're Marge Simpson
Love you so much that I save my receipts and
I watch what I eat when I'm gettin' food
Love you so much that I give up my seat even
When I am beat and not in the mood
Love you so much that sometimes
I lose sleep 'cause I
Can't come to terms with what I did to you
Love you so much that I ask God
To help me smile when I'm cynical
I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away i fight my battle
Beside my shadow
Hate me so much for the pain that I caused
To the ones that I truly hold dear
Hate me so much that it comes out in tears
Hate me so much I don't look in the mirror
Hate me so much that I slip into
Fantasies darker than Black Mirror seasons
Sometimes I feel like just leavin'
Don't need a number of reasons
Hate me so much I retreat into sleep
I'm even hidin' from Jesus
Feel like I'm livin' with
Demons, inside my closet, Are legions
Hate me so much when I'm hurt then I'm
Happy 'cause I tell myself I deserve it
I'm in my bed with the serpents
And they told me that I'm worthless
Hate me so much that I don't wanna listen
When you tell me I'm a good person
But you don't give up so easy, fervent
Remindin' me of my purpose
Hate me so much but you're
Teachin' me love and
I think that I'm startin' to learn it
Written in crimson and cursive
Quiet and curious, Perfect
I face these passing waves
A lonely cast away i fight my battle
Beside my shadow i face these passing waves
A lonely cast away i fight my battle
Beside my shadow