​rouri404 - ​premonition lyrics

Wonder what it is she wanted from me, and I
Cannot keep my focus on anything I ever like
Let alone love, I can see you've had enough
I've been low enough
Wonder why you're never showing up

Know I don't got it in me
To fucking start this again
Keep you at an arm's length
Need to get as far away
From all this shit, yeah, I'd run if I can
My legs are breaking under me
You wanna feel again

Slowly start to realize I deserve this
And I can't hold you
When those curtains close
Say goodbye
But it feels like you rehearsed it
The stage lights burning
Don't know what I'm nervous for
You're closing every door
Shake me to my core
I got a feeling that you're
Bored, can't stop thinking
My head sore
And I've been here before
Blood on the floor
It's not mine
Ask how I'm doing, you know that I'm lying
Say I'm fine

I'm fine
Feel the blood dripping down your spine
Swear that I'm fine
Seeing you like salt in my wounds
But I'm alright
Body on ice, you don't live twice

And I know you're fucking lying when
You say you don't care now
Hurts worse than you think, but still
I'm feeling it out
It's been a minute since I
Really fucking saw you
Wanna fucking call you
But I know it's already done

Know I don't got it in me
To fucking start this again
Keep you at an arm's length
Need to get as far away
From all this shit, yeah, I'd run if I can
My legs are breaking under me
You wanna feel again

Slowly start to realize I deserve this
And I can't hold you
When those curtains close
Say goodbye
But it feels like you rehearsed it
The stage lights burning
Don't know what I'm nervous for
You're closing every door
Shake me to my core
I got a feeling that you're
Bored, can't stop thinking
My head sore
And I've been here before
Blood on the floor
It's not mine
Ask how I'm doing, you know that I'm lying
Say I'm fine

I'm fine
Feel the blood dripping down your spine
Swear that I'm fine
Seeing you like salt in my wounds
But I'm alright
Body on ice, you don't live twice