​rouri404 - ​puppet lyrics

Run around in my room, thoughts too loud
Now I can't hear myself
Sleeping in past noon, tears are fallin'
I can never help
From going down, been fallin' quick
I can see the ground
Blood bath, wanna see you drown
Suffocation, no breathing now
Fall asleep, countin' sheep out loud
Wanna end it but I don't know how
Wanna end it but I don't know how
Wanna end it, can you help me?

You know I can't take back all
The shit that I did
Still, you stabbed my back
Know you'd do it again
Put a bullet through my head
Know I can't take all this shit
I need to get out quick
Fuckin' losin' myself
I been burnin' through scripts
Put me back on the shelf
I'm just a puppet to them
Just a puppet to them

I keep waking up screamin' like oh my god
Said I don't think that we’ll make it
Maybe let's try another time
Lookin' deep in your eyes
Why don't I feel alive
I cannot takе this, damage, I'm shaking
Yeah, you know I'm fucked up
Always feelin' anxious
Yеah, you know I fucked up
I can never take a hint
Shoulda know you're over this
Shoulda known you're over it
Then again, on the other hand
You always pull me in
Tell me that's fine, yeah
You told me it'd be good again
Why do I always just end up
Lookin' foolish in the end?
Foolish in the end
One too many times, know I lost my count
If I gave into my thoughts then
I'd be down and out
Lost my will to give a fuck
Know I really hate you now
Lost my will to give a fuck
Know I really hate you now

You know I can't take back all
The shit that I did
Yeah, I know I can't take back
All the shit that I did

You know I can't take back all
The shit that I did
Still, you stabbed my back
Know you'd do it again
Put a bullet through my head
Know I can't take all this shit
I need to get out quick
Fuckin' losin' myself
I been burnin' through scripts
Put me back on the shelf
I'm just a puppet to them
Puppet to them