Sadeyes, ​koi, Lil Xtra - ​Cryin too much lyrics

Yeah, ooh whoa

Oh fuck, I'm drunk, went and did it again
I cut my ties, guess I'm losin' a friend
I'm stuck
 your lies makes it harder to mend
My heart, self harm makes it easy to pen
I'm not the monster I get painted as
(Painted as)
But I bite her neck like I'm a maniac
(I'm a maniac)
I love when she screams, yeah, she cuts me
I bleed i get high as the stars
Then I fall like the leaves

My mind's gone bad, yo, what's the date?
My heart's so cold, bet a few could relate
Now I'm fucked in the brain
Now I'm fucked in the tub
I'm fucked so often
I'm probably up on the hub
Probably out of my luck
I'm probably stupid as fuck
'Cause every time that she hit me
I feel adrenaline rush
I feel my energy thrust
It's like I like being hurt
I feel the knife in my gut
I think I'm cryin' too much

And I, I complain too much
One minute you hate me and
The next you wan' fuck
Just look at my love, yeah, look at it goes
Every time I'm up it seems
Like you want me more
And that sucks, my heart's inside my lungs
I hit my plug, he fill me up
I don't want nothing but your love
You hit me up and said, "We done"
Said, "We done"
Yeah, yeah, you said, "We done"
I fall, and fall again (yeah)

Oh no, oh God, what have I done?
Become all the things that
I've been runnin' from
I thought we were done talkin' shit
We're above that but words turn to fists
It's becoming a bloodbath
But I'm drunk so I run back
You call me an asshole
I don't have a comeback
I'm not just an asshole
I know that you know that
Craving my soul but I already sold that
I'm bravin' the cold
You already know that I hate this
Fuck love, I wanna be famous
At least that I can't be shameless and
Spend all my time gettin' wasted
But that's what you wanted, right?
I don't wanna hang, alright
I'm on my own tonight you make me wanna die
I'll let you kill me some other time

Oh fuck, I'm drunk, went and did it again
I cut my ties, guess I'm losin' a friend
I'm stuck, your lies makes it harder to mend
My heart, self harm makes it easy to pen
I'm not the monster I get painted as
(Painted as)
But I bite her neck like I'm a maniac
(I'm a maniac)
I love when she screams, yeah
She cuts me I bleed i get high as the stars
Then I fall like the leaves

My mind's gone bad, yo, what's the date?
My heart's so cold, bet a few could relate
Now I'm fucked in the brain
Now I'm fucked in the tub
I'm fucked so often I'm probably
Up on the hub probably out of my luck
I'm probably stupid as fuck
'Cause every time that she hit me
I feel adrenaline rush
I feel my energy thrust
It's like I like being hurt
I feel the knife in my gut
I think I'm cryin' too much