Sadeyes, Dempsey Hope - los angeles lyrics

You're out in Los Angeles
I'm still stuck at home
You're out drinkin jack
And I'm betting you'll take him home

You're out making memories
Some of them you'll regret
But nothing can match the feeling of
Spending time with your friends

You're out there for your dreams
You don't care what people think
But, you're cutting me so deep to the bone

You're out there sharing laughs
I'm having panic attacks
And hoping I'll get you back but I won't

I lost my voice from all
The screaming I'm so terrified
One day you'll leave me like
My mother I'm so traumatized
These things I do remind me
Who I never wanna be
Sometimes it's hard to believe
I see my mother in me

You didn't say anything now I'm overthinkin
I was bout to go to sleep
Instead I'm up an drinkin

Don't make me double up
I don't need another cup
I'd tell you how I've been
But, I know you don't give a

Cause, you don't ever text
You don't ever call
I spent way to many nights drinkin alcohol

I get way to in my head but, you know that
Smokin in your bed takes me way back

I don't wanna text I don't wanna call
I sent one the other day I got no response

I can't take another hit I'll be so sad
I wish it was good but it's all bad

Don't tell me you love me if
You prolly won't the next month
Don't act like you want me and then
Treat me like a no one
Make me think I'm lucky and then
Leave me in the dust huh
Make me fall for you then act
Like you don't give a fuck

You're out in Los Angeles
I'm still stuck at home
You're out drinkin jack
And I'm betting you'll take him home

You're out making memories
Some of them you'll regret
But nothing can match the feeling of
Spending time with your friends

You're out there for your dreams
You don't care what people think
But, you're cutting me so deep to the bone

You're out there sharing laughs
I'm having panic attacks
And hoping I'll get you back but I won't