Nothing, nowhere., sadeyes, Lil Xtra - ‎I’m not okay lyrics

There's nothing you can do to stop it

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself
It's all the same i can't figure out why I
Can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself
It's all the same i can't figure out why I
Can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-

I'm still the same as I've
Been and it's getting borin'
I'm not okay but I guеss
It's really not important
I hold myself back, too scared of movin' on
I'm lyin' through my fuckin' teeth
Whеn I say nothing's wrong
There's nothin' going on
I'm just too fuckin' shallow
I can't keep going on
Afraid of my own shadow
It's every single day
Too many fears to face
I just wanted you to know

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself
It's all the same i can't figure out why I
Can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself
It's all the same i can't figure out why I
Can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-

Yeah, tryna find beauty in the pain
Tired of feelin' blue and seein' rain
Need to find a way to rearrange
Always keep on sayin' I'ma change, right
(Huh? Right, ha)
Thought that I would've been better by now
Part of me's stuck and
It's pullin' me down
I wanted to change but I didn't know how
So why can't I get out the way?
All the things that I wanted to say
Let me go and forget my name, my name

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself
It's all the same i can't figure out why I
Can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change

I'm not okay
I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself
It's all the same i can't figure out why I
Can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-

Some man will get the atomic bomb
And, um, just blow the world into oblivion