2Pac, Natasha Walker - Letter 2 My Unborn lyrics

To my unborn child… to my unborn child
In case I don’t make it
Just remember, Daddy loves you

Now ever since my birth, I've been cursed
Since I'm born to wile
In case I never get to
Holla at my unborn child
Many things learned in prison
Blessed and still livin'
Tryna earn every penny that I'm gettin'
I'm reminiscin' to the beginnin'
Of my mission when I was conceived and came
To be in this position
My mama was a Panther, loud single parent
But she proud
When she witnessed baby boy rip a crowd
Went to school
But I dropped out and left the house
‘Cause my mama say I'm good for nothin'
So I'm out
Since I only got one life to live
God forgive me for my sins
Let me make it and I'll never
Steal again or deal again
My only friend is my misery
Wantin' revenge for the agony they did to me
See, my life ain't promised
But it's sure gettin' better
Hope you understand my love letter
To my unborn child i'm writing you a letter
This is to my unborn child
Wanna let you know I love you
If you didn't know I feel this way
‘Cause I think about you every day
I have so much to say

Seems so complicated to escape fate
And you can never understand
'til we trade places tell the world I feel
Guilty for bein' anxious
Ain't no way in hell that I
Could ever be a rapist
It's hard to face this cold
World on a good day
When will they let the little
Kids in the hood play?
I got shot five times
But I'm still breathin'
Living proof there's a God if
You need a reason
Can I believe in my own fate?
Will I raise my kids in the
Right or the wrong way?
Dear Mama, I'm a man now
I wanna make it on my own, not a handout
Make way for a whirlwind prophesized
I wanna go in peace when I gotta die
On these cold streets, ain't no love
No mercy and no friends
In case you never see my face again
To my unborn child i'm writing you a letter
This is to my unborn child
Wanna let you know I love you
If you didn't know I feel this way
‘Cause I think about you every day
I have so much to say

Dear Lord, can you hear me?
Tell me what to say
To my unborn seed in case I pass away
Will my child get to feel love?
Or are we all just cursed to be street thugs?
‘Cause bein' black hurts
And even worse if you speak first
Livin' my life as an Outlaw
– what could be worse?
‘Cause maybe if I tried to change
Who'm I kiddin'? I'm a thug 'til
I die I'm a rider, mane
Touch bases, eat lunch in plush places
Regular criminal oasis await's us
If there's a ghetto for true thugs
I'll see you there
And I'm sorry for not bein' there
Just know your daddy was a
Soldier: Me Against the World
Bless the boys and all my little girls
To the Lord: I'm eternal, restin' in peace
Please take care of all my seeds
To my unborn child

Please take care of all my
Kids and my unborn child to my unborn child
This letter goes out to my seeds
That I might not get to
See ‘cause of this lifestyle
Just know your daddy loved you
Got nothin' but love for you
And all I wanted was for you to
Have a better life than I had
‘Cause I was out there on a 24 hour 365 grind
When you get to be my age, you’ll understand
Just know I got love for you
And I’ll see you if there’s
A ghetto in Heaven
If there’s a Ghetto Heaven
I’ll be there waitin' for you
Heh heh, take care, run wild, but be smart
Follow the rules of the game
I know sometimes there’s confusion
Rules of the game is gonna get you
Through it all day every day
Watch out for these snakes and fakes
Friends come a dime-a dozen
Be an individual, work hard
Study, get your mind sharp, trust nobody