360, Vegas Aces - Hearts A Mess lyrics

Your heart's a mess you won't admit to it
It makes no sense but
I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this (yeah, yo)

Fuck I'm sick of this anxiety
Feel like my brain is a
Massive gang fighting me
It's the last thing I want but it's fast in
Feeling like this shit is taking
Over and I can't think
Honestly I'm on the brink of insanity
With no luck and no fuckin' grip on reality
I try to block it out but
It's too hard to keep ignorin'
How can I when I don't know the reason for it
I wish I didn't have to react
This depression, yo, it has to be that
I'm having panic attacks
Doctors want to give me anti-depressants
But fuck that I know that
It won't answer the questions
Yo I need some love, tried to see a shrink
But, I fuckin' hate it
Always feel like I'm being judged
To most people yo I know
I'm not seeming fucked
I've got the best shield I'm knowing
How to keep it up

Your heart's a mess you won't admit to it
It makes no sense but
I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this (yeah)

It's like I always live in the past tense
Think of the steps to here
Quick to discard them
Always missing a mark and
Pickin' apart what I did and what I can't get
Best friendin' me to myself it seems
My energy's giving a selfish means
My self esteem's driven by
My never content nature
I love the chase, never shelf the dream
No matter how unattainable it may be
'Cause even if I fall
Short, it's all forward, maybe
Till the devil that's on my shoulder
Tells me silver lining looks
Better a little golder
Damn, in the mirror like "Look at yourself
Where's your head at? You're crooked as hell"
Got me reaching for that angel
In need of a halo instead, I'm right here
Speakin' to a stranger

Your heart's a mess you won't admit to it
It makes no sense but
I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it it makes no sense but
I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it it makes no sense but
I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this