360 - Witness lyrics

I keep tellin' 'em "As God as my witness
Who I'm runnin' with is
None of your business"
'Cause fuck it, I'm the same as you
I can't wait until I'm free of ya
I keep tellin' 'em "As God as my witness
I'll be damned if I'ma pray for forgiveness"
'Cause fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too

Same God, same boy same whispers in my ear
Fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too

I wish my grandpa could see me now i wonder
Would he be disgusted? Would he be proud?
It ain't about the choices
That you shouldn't've made
It's about what you did when
They couldn't been made
See I'm dancin' with the devil
One foot in the grave
The eyes are windows to your soul
Take a look at my pain
It's all about the risks that
You lookin' to take
And fuck what anybody says, yo
It's good to be brave
Focus on the positives
Don't look at mistakes
I shoulda been a failure if
You look at my grades, ayy
Feel that inner zen, in a sense
Innocence is just a lack of inner sense, mmm
I don't rate success in the numbers I am paid
I rate it from people just tellin'
Me their lives were saved
Wasn't the person the media
Would try to paint
Haters read the headlines
Fans read the entire page

"God as my witness
I'll be damned if I'ma pray for forgiveness"
'Cause fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too

Same God, same boy same whispers in my ear
Fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too
Same God, same boy same whispers in my ear
Fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too

Yo there's a monster growin' in me
And I have to feed it the last one to go
The others though I have defeated
I'm self-destructive, perhaps I need it
I know deep down I gotta do everything
That I can do beat it i don't have the key
It's locked away deep inside
My chest in a place I hate goin'
So I have to leave it i don't know if I ever
Can gather the strength
To grab it and face up to it
And get my hand to reach it
Every time I just lose my fuckin' mind
Whilst it stands over me again and
Again and I'm trapped beneath it
So maybe I never can and that's the reason
I portray this image of a better
Man when I haven't been him
It goes back to when I was a child
Life is meant to be all smiles
Instead it took away my innocence
Where everything in life
Became negative and ever since it
I keep tellin' 'em "As God as my witness"

Same God, same boy same whispers in my ear
Fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too
Same God, same boy same whispers in my ear
Fuck it, I'm the same as you
The same demons I am facin' too