360, N’fa - Hope You Don't Mind lyrics

I'ma get on my sort of emo shit on this one
Gonna vent a little i hope you don't mind
Yeah, listen

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
And can I let it all out?
See, I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out? (Yo) yeah

Ayo, I wish I had a time machine
To change the way that my mind
Perceives everything my eyes have seen
And make me look at life
Through a wider screen
It ain't what you might believe's
Happenin' behind the scenes
I treat the beat like an X ray, press play
Lookin' inside, the best way to express pain
Fuckin' up is becomin' somethin' I'm used to
But sometimes to find yourself
You gotta lose you
To those listenin' sorry for bein' emo
But fuck what the doctor says
This is what I need though
Yeah, and so I'm walkin' into that cloud
Where it has to hurt just
To bring you back down
Almost became addicted to the painkillers
'Cause without that feeling, yo
The pain's killer
You'd think having a near death experience'd
Make a smart person take
Their life more serious
From nearly dyin' to feelin' so enlightened
To nearly cryin' and feelin' only frightened
Releasing this is hard, yo
It fuckin' hurts a bit
It's the only way I know how
To come to terms wit' it
And this is Matt here
I'm givin' you the real me
I just hope that you can feel me

And I know you're pro'bly thinkin' I
Should keep it to myself
But, I can't, yo, I need it 'cause it helps

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out?
So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out? Yeah

And with the partyin'
I think I needa settle down
To be real, I'm getting a little messy now
A few drinks and I'm stressin' out
In another state
Looking for my own mum to come and get me out
I got no idea when I'm coming home
And all I want is to be left the fuck alone
I'm only bein' real
The depression comes and goes ignore it
'cause tonight there is yet another show
Lookin' in the mirror like
"What the fuck am I starin' at?"
Not recognisin' the brutal mess
That is starin' back
So I'm givin' you the deepest
Shit you'll ever hear so if you got time for
Matthew then lend an ear
I'm just hopin' that I've said it clear
If I stay on this path
The end for 360 is gettin' near
I know you're thinkin' I should
Keep it to myself
But, I can't, yo, I need it 'cause it helps

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out?
So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out? Yeah

I see my mates like my brothers, yo
I hardly see 'em anymore
The last time was a month ago
They either workin' or
Gettin' in relationships
I should do that too, but, yo
I hate the shit
Don't get me wrong, yo, I love women
With what I see though
It makes it hard for me to
Put my trust in 'em
All it takes is one person to fail you
And then you feel like majority will fail too
My insecurities'll swallow me whole
And, when they arise, yo, I'm not in control
They watchin' every move and
They move with me
Like, "Look at that dude, '60
That motherfucker's too skinny"
I can handle friends tellin'
Me I'm underweight but, from a stranger
It's something that I fuckin' hate
I know you're unaware that shit's a low blow
But, you feel the need to tell me
Like you think I don't know?
No, that's rude, find a bridge and jump off
And if I tell you to fuck off then fuck off
That's not being immature about it
That's me admittin' I'm insecure about it
And, yo, I'm sorry if I'm seemin' insane
But, I wrote this while I was
At the peak of the pain

But now it's got me thinkin' I
Should keep it to myself
But, I can't, yo, I need it 'cause it helps

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
(I hope you don't mind)
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane
(Like I'm goin' insane)
Can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out? (Let it all out, yeah)
So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain
The longer that I don'ts
Like I'm goin' insane can I let it all out?
Can I let it all out?
(Can I let it all out, yeah) yeah