360 - Tiny Angel lyrics

So this story
Is about a really close friend of mine
I love you, brother

My mates talk shit about their wives
But, I love mine yeah, we fight sometimes
But ain't that just life?
She’s been pregnant now for some time
It took us years and enough tries
I thought it wouldn’t happen
From my young life from the drunk times
Or when I tried drugs twice
I thought downstairs had gone
And messed it up, right
The doctor told me that I
Need to stop stressin’
The only thing that’s workin' against
Us is just time that was true, two months by
My wife called me up while I
Was workin' at the pub, right
She told me I was gonna be a daddy
We both broke down
She said there’s somethin' that
I'd done right i called my mother
Told her I was gonna be a father
Mum cried, so did I, I was tongue-tied
I can't explain this feelin' but I love life
I’ve never had a purpose and
This had just become mine
To create this little person that’s fun-size
A little bit of her, and a little bit of me
But, I pray he gets his mum’s eyes
I say he ‘cause I’ve always wanted a son
Right the ultrasound said it's a boy
My little ray of sunshine it dawned on me
I can’t wait to see my son rise
You know what they say about
Time though? It does fly
Fast forward nine months and
Suddenly it’s crunch time
It's been a few days
Of goin’ through contractions
Gotta stopwatch timin' every moment
That it happens
We reached five minutes so it’s hospital time
I call ahead to see the doctors arrive
My wife’s laughin'
Now I properly drive like the cops are behind
But there was barely any traffic so
We got there in time i’m a little scared
But she ain’t got a worry in sight
She’s a warrior
Exactly what you want in a wife
It’s been several days of epic pain
Every day she wakes up
Finally, she's comin’ to that
Second stage of labour
I sit next to her, squeeze on her hand
Put a sponge up on her head and say
"Breathe if you can
I love you so much, baby, you’re so strong
I could never do this but you so easily can"
She said the pain is insane
Like her abdomen’s ruptured
Like someone’s got a knife
And they stabbin’ her stomach
She’s like "We have to do
Somethin', " the nurse said, "It’s natural
Relax, it's just a sign
That it’s actually comin'"
She’s like "No, it’s too much
It’s too hard to get out"
I’m sayin’ any words I think’ll
Help at calmin’ her down doctor’s like
"You’re nearly through the worst
Part of it now"
Take a look and see my little
King is startin’ to crown
They all tellin’ her to push
And she’s screamin’
She’s sayin' that it hurts
I tell her to keep breathin’
It’s like ‘push’ is the only
Word that they’ve said now
Then I’m shocked by the massive
Scream she lets out
The doctor’s like "Yes, now the head’s out"
And then I watch as he
Quickly pullin' the rest out
It’s so amazin’ to see my son in the flesh
I can’t help but notice he
Hasn't taken a breath, now
They put a little plastic thing in his mouth
While the doctor’s two fingers are
Slightly pumpin’ his chest down
I start panickin', something’s gone wrong
They push me to the side
I can barely see what’s goin’ on
He’s not breathin’
They need to resuscitate him
He’s suffocatin', I see that
It’s somethin' major, i feel
So helpless, I wish I could come and save him
I pray that my son’ll make it
It’s takin' ‘em fuckin’ ages
Everyone’s in shock, I’m just listenin’ in
Holdin’ my breath, wishin’ I could
Give it to him, fuck
At twenty minutes, now they’re stoppin’
They turn around, they say, "We’ve lost him"
I’m in shock, I can’t talk
I’m starin’ at the ground, I can’t walk
They hand him to us
Can’t believe the size of him
The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
But there’s no life in him
My wife’s cryin’ like
"Why aren’t they revivin' him?"
I said, "They tried for
Twenty minutes" she’s like, "Try again"
Now I’m feelin’ like I’m stuck in hell
This is the worst pain I’ve fuckin’ felt
I’ve been ten years clean
But now I’m drunk and on the drugs as well
I’m doin’ anything to numb myself
But nothin’ helps i believed in God
For that I feel dumb as hell
Can someone please
Tell God to go and fuck Himself?
I’m sorry, yo, it’s hard to be faithful
It's painful
Heaven must be runnin’ out of angels
He died from asphyxiation
No air in his lungs
A parent should never have to bury their son
Especially one that’s so precious
It has barely begun
That’s one thing in life that
Should never be done i prayed for a son
And they blessed me with one
My biggest gift, now his presence is up
And I’m cryin' at the thought
He won’t ever feel a hug
Or the tenderness of love that he’d
Be gettin’ from his mum
Sent him from above, but why take him?
It’s like I'm bein' punished for
The negative I’ve done
And it’s killin’ me that Christmas time
Is barely in a month
So I’m doin’ what I have to do
To spend it with my son (No)

Where did you go? Are you alone?
How did you get there? I need you at home
Where did you go? Are you alone?
How did you get there? I need you at home

I need you at home