360, Jeremedy - Understand For Me lyrics

Uh, uh yeah
Yo yep, uh

I was sent below, followin’ an endless road
Progression slow
But I’d rather that than never know
A lot of small things I feel
I need to question though
And I know I’ll be better if I let ‘em go
I think back on which lesson to quote
But, I can’t
Can’t seem to remember the notes
And every second I hope to see a memory float
I’m in a bottomless pit so please
Send me a rope
I hate fakin’, the pain’s taking control
Try to tell the difference between
My brain and my soul
To confront the emotions I feel
I hope and appeal to understand
Devotion is real to myself
Any odd pain, I turn and run
Every day I’m hopin' and prayin’
That my purpose comes
Will I make it in this earth as one?
Please be up front, ‘cause false
Hopes are worse than none, yeah

I’ve got that ex-psyche ward type mind
Scribe rhymes on the type writes
Tryna find a kind of finite
Answer, which is kinda like a phantom
Its presence can be felt but
It can’t be physically fathomed
Shit, I've been to the maddest
Spaces in my imagination's atlas
Travelin' places for affirmation, a axis
But all I ever really found was understanding
Understanding that I could never
Quite understand it i mean all of this
All of this in front of us
How could we ever try to
Comprehend the point of it?
Even if we figured it out
Wouldn’t it be kinda spoilin’ it?
Then in the end we would really
Be missin’ the point of it
So I’m just avoidin’ it, you know
All these questions
I’ve been there, I’ve asked that
Too much time invested in it
Guess my questions are in the form
Of raps and a beat
Not to figure it out for you
But to understand it for me

I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand for me
I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand
I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand for me
I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand

Take it back to the days when
I wasn’t quite all there
Let you know where I got
The ex-psyche ward stare
A time where my various
Personalities were all there
And they were all scared, yeah
A mind for the warfare
Found myself in a white room
Wearin’ all white robes
Never woulda been on this road
If I'd have known spending all night alone
Heavy crying and chokin'
Seemed like fire but that I
Was smilin’ and copin'
But my soul was shut like
Like Charlton Heston's heart
Now my head’s lookin’ like a
Big fuckin’ question mark
So many times, I forget, where’s the start?
Your remedies pass full of
The most dreadfulest scars
But it took an experience like that
(yeah) to understand
The fact that I’m alive is
What I’ve come to thank
So if you need to question the truth
Keep doing what you do (yeah)
Not to figure it out for me
But to understand it for you

Yo, I live in the present
Feet embedded and I’m standin’ my ground
It might never be evident but, man, dammit
I’m proud
To stand in the clouds and show the
World exactly what I’ve grown to be
Flaunt the inside of feelings that
Are known to me i hope to see my
Mission's finished and refined
To the perfect expectations livin’
In this life innocence combined with an
Easily changed belief
Keep it the same and don’t just
Leave it as tainted dreams
There’s endless time for you to
Send a cry for help
But try and recognise and identify yourself
With substance, meaning and a purpose to grow
When you’re truly content
Well then the curtains will close
And then it’s over
Completed it’ll help you to fight
I can’t tell you the price
For my value for life
I held on and strived to be a man
Happy and attached with pride
Unearthin’ in the deepest me
Then I’m satisfied huh, yeah, yeah, yeah

(Understand the way)
I try and understand how it all works
I try and understand how it all works
(Understand the way) Uh, uh
I try and understand how it all works
I try and understand how it all works
(Understand the way) But we'll never know
I try and understand how it all works
I try and understand how it all works
(Understand the way) So let it go

I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand for me
(Understand the way)
I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand
(Understand the way)
I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand for me
(Understand the way)
I don’t know why we walk this Earth
But, I’m tryna understand
(Understand the way)