6HOST, Killstation - Homesick lyrics

I'm already lost in this place I call home
I never meant to feel this way
But I know I won't change
You're still in my brain
I'm cold still I feel insane
I know I need these memories
I keep them safe until I Rest In Peace

I can't take this and I'm sick of it
How much longer is this going to go on?
I don't know how to do anything else
Then you better learn
And you better make some money somehow
I will, I will
When? That's what I want to know, when?
You'll see, I'll find a way, maybe today

Who knows me better than myself?
There's a hundred ways I've felt
Always landed on not well
I've been putting me through hell
Car still running on no gas
Spending money that I don't have
Keep this up and it won't last
It's been a while since I left here
And I'm still banking on next year
Lost faith in my old shit
Took me places, got homesick
You need a minute no time now
Too much shit on my mind now
Caving in but I'll find out
Grab a glass I'm pouring wine out